today is nov. 13, 2012 Tuesday

i feel so... tired in everything even-though
i didn't do anything useful
i guess i'm just so stressed out
with my life... my life is so dreary,
boring, it's so dull.....(haizt?)

there is only one person that helps me
he is the one that give me enough
strength, courage to face my reality...

but you know this person
didn't know i'm existing
in reality, maybe in the right time
he'll know someone like me...